AHHHHHHHHH;
I want to scream into more pillows, maybe until my throat burns and I don’t have the energy to even think about what I want to yell at so many people, and so many things.
August 2009
3 posts
So what's next....
“a snapshot of time
is just a memory of mine
I will file it in a vial
of denial
and cast away
so what’s next
I missed your love”
"I could kill myself, I could kill myself. Would that make your life much better?"
I’m currently obsessed with the Nick and Norah’s Infinite Playlist Soundtrack. It’s amazing.
Everything seems so loud today; was it that I’ve been woken up from my quiet world to find everyone bustling about? Or that maybe I’ve been deaf to everything else, and the world is finally screaming at me? Or maybe it’s just a head cold.
I’d love some chocolate milk, and candy corn. Or better yet vanilla tootsie rolls.
For the record, I too have thoughts that are not cohesive. Just saying.
June 2009
11 posts
Falling in love is realizing you can't live without someone. Getting your heart broken is realizing you have to live without that someone.
(via yourcrapsweak)
Dear Beautiful Jes,
Please just wait all of this out. I promise, promise it will all get better. I know you won’t believe me now; and that’s okay. I understand that. but I love you, and no matter how awful this is, just hold onto a tiny shred of who you are. Sometimes that’s the most you van do.
Just don’t give up yet, or at all for that matter. ;P
-Toria
I think, growing up is walking into a store I used to adore, and walking back out thrity seconds later knowing the only reasons I pretended to fit into those clothes was to fit somone elses idea of perfect. Yesterday I walked into stores I hadn’t even heard of. I walked alone and pass face after face of strangers who surprisingly didn’t intimidate me. I like learning new things about myself, and experiencing new things. even when I throw little fits.
-toria
Tay, tay...
:D B with Two F’s?
You know who this is...
Sorry I’m using his tumblr, but I’m done with mine.
Just tell me what’s going on, demand my attention. I know you don’t like to do that, and I understand. but I’m hardheaded and sometimes I’m oblivious. I’m not mad at you, and I don’t hate you. that’s impossible. I promise. Just talk to me, pretty please.
:)
I know this might not mean much
I think that the two of you should try to work things out. When two people are as close as you two are, arguements and frustration is inevitable. I’m sorry if I’m getting in the way, just let me know if I am.
May 2009
5 posts
HAKUNA MATATA!
It means no worries, for the rest of your days!
It’s our problem free philosophy! Hakuna Matata!
“I do not always do what I am told. And this is because when people tell you what to do it is usually confusing and does not make sense.
For example, people often say ‘Be quiet’ but they don’t tell you how long to be quiet for. Or you see a sign which says KEEP OFF THE GRASS but it should say KEEP OFF THE GRASS AROUND THIS SIGN or KEEP OFF ALL THE GRASS IN THIS PARK because there is lots of grass you are allowed to walk on.” —Mark Haddon ‘the curious incident of the dog in the night-time’ (via myhearteatsbeats)
For example, people often say ‘Be quiet’ but they don’t tell you how long to be quiet for. Or you see a sign which says KEEP OFF THE GRASS but it should say KEEP OFF THE GRASS AROUND THIS SIGN or KEEP OFF ALL THE GRASS IN THIS PARK because there is lots of grass you are allowed to walk on.” —Mark Haddon ‘the curious incident of the dog in the night-time’ (via myhearteatsbeats)
I’ve learned a lot in my life time, but what I seem to be understanding more and more is that life is to short. Live your life to the fullest, be happy. Each moment spent being miserable locked in your room could have been an adventure somewhere else. (Or misadventure… =P) Make memories, get dirty and sweaty, act stupid, be a kid again. The world is one big playground… why aren’t more people outside playing in it?
